Thursday, December 17, 2009

Paranoid and happiness

yesterday night i had a panik atack. i started heaving and crying. when my parents asked me what was wrong i tried to cover it up and say i was sick and was coughing. but i eventually told them the truth. it tore my heart out to see how worried they were. but what could i do... they asked me if i wanted tos ee the doctor at first i was going to say yes but i realized how much money it would cost. so at the end we are going to take a vzction to get my mind of things. i realized many people are worse off and that i should count my blessings. my parents tolld me to keep praying and ask allah for help. i guess i will see what happens in the future.


AlabasterMuslim said...

May Allah help you in finding peace! ameen!
but hey, VACATION! where are you going to go?
Btw, going on vacation will probably cost wayyy more than a doctor's visit maybe you should just go to the doctor.

myownpersonalrehab said...

oh my family and i are just gonna take a drive to sequio and hearst castle in norhtern california, it shouldn't cost much since we live in cali adn we know a family who owns a hotel there.

Anonymous said...

Hey Asalamo Alaykom sis,
do u live in california? Its because i am also a muslimah teen living in California. Thats so cool. do u have an email i can send u a message on?

myownpersonalrehab said...

@ayagyption: cool! yea u can contact me on from there i can give you my personal email.