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Thursday, December 17, 2009

Paranoid and happiness

yesterday night i had a panik atack. i started heaving and crying. when my parents asked me what was wrong i tried to cover it up and say i was sick and was coughing. but i eventually told them the truth. it tore my heart out to see how worried they were. but what could i do... they asked me if i wanted tos ee the doctor at first i was going to say yes but i realized how much money it would cost. so at the end we are going to take a vzction to get my mind of things. i realized many people are worse off and that i should count my blessings. my parents tolld me to keep praying and ask allah for help. i guess i will see what happens in the future.

4 comments:

AlabasterMuslim said...

May Allah help you in finding peace! ameen!
but hey, VACATION! where are you going to go?
Btw, going on vacation will probably cost wayyy more than a doctor's visit will...so maybe you should just go to the doctor.

myownpersonalrehab said...

oh my family and i are just gonna take a drive to sequio and hearst castle in norhtern california, it shouldn't cost much since we live in cali adn we know a family who owns a hotel there.

AyaGyptian said...

Hey Asalamo Alaykom sis,
do u live in california? Its because i am also a muslimah teen living in California. Thats so cool. do u have an email i can send u a message on?

myownpersonalrehab said...

@ayagyption: cool! yea u can contact me on hijabichica@gmail.com from there i can give you my personal email.