yesterday night i had a panik atack. i started heaving and crying. when my parents asked me what was wrong i tried to cover it up and say i was sick and was coughing. but i eventually told them the truth. it tore my heart out to see how worried they were. but what could i do... they asked me if i wanted tos ee the doctor at first i was going to say yes but i realized how much money it would cost. so at the end we are going to take a vzction to get my mind of things. i realized many people are worse off and that i should count my blessings. my parents tolld me to keep praying and ask allah for help. i guess i will see what happens in the future.